how i wish to tell the world who i really am.
but i can't
i'm strong but not stronger enough.
i keep this secret for almost my entire life.
how i wish to let it go...
i hate seeing other people happiness,
it remains me for the thing i'll never have
how i wish i'll be in their place...
to feel what happiness feel like..
loneliness always be my best friend ever.
cause i don't have friends nor family to talk with
i hate my life back then
i'm trying to be positive.
but it never work.